.sleep envy.

Is there even a thing called "sleep envy?" Well if there is, I definitely have it. Every night I lay awake and watch my husband soundly sleep while I miserably sit up. Sadly enough, I know this is just the beginning of my sleepless nights.

Since, I've been lucky enough to work from home during my pregnancy, I am able to sneak in some nap time during the day. So I'm not completely functioning with no sleep (thank God). And for some reason, after dinner when John and I are done with the day and relaxing on the couch, I always fall asleep. And it's not a quick little cat nap either. It's more like a 4 hour nap. So, that definitely adds to my sleepless nights. So instead of sleeping through the night, I stay awake until 3 am or so, finally fall asleep, but have to get up every hour to use the bathroom. So, when I'm up, I like to watch John sleep. He sleeps so peacefully and like a baby. I feel bad because since I've been pregnant, I've taken up like 80% of the bed with my big belly and my fort of pillows. But he makes due of his tiny space without ever complaining. What a great husband I have! I'm so glad one of us is able to sleep because after next week, we will both be walking zombies.

I can't wait.

.thanks mah.

It is 12:45am, so I am officially 9 months pregnant today! God is good and has abundantly blessed us. I am so thankful that I have made it this far into my Twin pregnancy. I have to say the last 36 weeks have been an amazing experience for both John and myself. I have learned the beginning stages of what a woman must go through to become a mother. And I must say, it sure is hard (and the babies aren't even here yet). So with that said, I have to say THANK YOU to my own mother and all the mothers out there for what they have done to bring us all into this world and recognize all the sacrifices they must have had to make to keep us all healthy and safe.

Thanks Mah! I love you!